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7/29/06 [Jul. 29th, 2006|12:22 am]
[Current Mood | confused]

i haven't wrote in here forever..

I should be waking up in 6 hours to have the 2nd best day of this whole year. but i'm not.
16 should have been the best fucking year in my whole damn life. but it wasn't. its shit. everything was shit.

it doesn't even fucking matter anyways.
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(no subject) [Feb. 11th, 2006|06:21 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]

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(no subject) [Feb. 5th, 2006|05:32 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |Jet Move On]

I haven't wrote in here for a month since last year.
I feel like so much has gone on but its all flown by.
Somehow it feels blank like this journal has been.

So, right now, I'm pretty much sick of most the things going on. But when aren't I?
Half of me feels like this is the best time of my life right now, its only going to get better, and I know I'm going to be taken care of. Because I Love Him.
The other half feels like living isn't even worth the other half.(but it totally is.) It might seem like doubt, its not, its just hard to sit here and take. I've only got two more years, and I can finally get out of here. Put the past, you know, in the past.
I guess I just miss my dad a great deal lately. With everything going on now, and my birthday coming up, its just so much harder. But it seems like things will get better when I'm older and I can see of him more. I also feel like i'm losing time to spend. With him its like i couldn't be surprised if he died tomorrow. As much as I think I've prepared myself for it, I'm nowhere close. But its always been like that with him.


Well I been thinking Tbout the future
But I'm too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead

Yeah, I'm gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah, it's hard
If you had've only seen

10.34: Flinders Street Station
I'm lookin' down the tracks
Uniformed man askin' am I paid up
Why would I wanna be that?

'Cause every once in a while
You think about if your gonna get yourself together
You should be happy just to be alive
And just because you just don't feel like comin' home
Don't mean that you'll never arrive

Yeah, I'm gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah, it's hard
If you had've only seen

Yeah gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard
If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me
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These are addicting, Its hard to just not do them. [Dec. 31st, 2005|01:56 am]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |Haffo]

You know you're a 90's kid if...
X all the ones that apply to you
[ ] 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[x] 2. You watched the Pound Puppies
[x] 3. You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"
[x] 4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish (I was soo stylish!)
[x] 5. You yearned to be part of the Baby-Sitters club
[ ] 6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls
[x] 7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" or that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"
[ ] 8. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock"
[x] 9. If you had plastic streamers on your handle bars
[ ] 10. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales"
[x] 11. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons
[x] 12. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head
[x] 13. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
[x] 14. You played the game "MASH" --- mansion, apartment, shack, house
[x] 15. You wore a Jordache Jean Jacket and were proud of it.
[ ] 16. You had L.A. Gear
[ ] 17. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in kindergarten
[x] 18. You remember reading "Tales of the Fourth Grade Nothing" and all the Ramona books
[ ] 19. You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"
[ ] 20. You wanted to be a Goonie
[x] 21. You ever wore flourescent clothing
[x] 22. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off
[x] 23. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf
[x] 24. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school
[x] 25. You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets
[x] 26. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence
[x] 27. You remember hyper-color t-shirts
[ ] 28. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band
[ ] 29. You thought She-Ra and He-Ra should hook up
[x] 30. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets
[x] 31. You owned a pair of jelly sandals.
[x] 32. After you saw "Pee-Wee's Big Adventure" you kept saying "I know you are but what am I"
[x] 33. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
[x] 34. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
[ ] 35. You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide
[x] 36. You had or attended a birthday party at Mcdonalds
[x] 37. You've gone through this occasionally saying "awwww"
[ ] 38. You remember the popples
[x] 39. " Don't worry, be happy".
[x] 40. You wore socks over tights
[x] 41. You wore socks scrunched down.
[x] 42. You know the whole Miss Mary Mack hand clapping game.
[ ] 43. You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
[x] 44. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies
[x] 45. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare"
[x] 46. You remember having "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies"
[ ] 47. You thought Doogie Houser was hot
[x] 48. You remember Alf, the little brown alien from Melmac
[x] 49. You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool
[x] 50. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
[ ] 51. You know all the words to Bon Jovi
[x] 52. You played and or collected "Pogs"
[x] 53. You used to pretend you could transform into a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger
[x] 54. You had at least one GigaPet and brought it everywhere
[x] 55. You were obsessed with your "Easy Bake Oven" and/or your "Lite-Brite"
[ ] 56. You watched the original transformers at 6 in the morning!
[x] 57. You weren't cool unless you owned at LEAST 6 Beanie Babies.
[x] 58. You owned at least 2 or more tamagotchi
[ ] 59. You and your friends traded go-go's and saved up money to buy more packs.
[ ] 60. You can name all of the teenage mutant ninja turtles
Repost this if you were a 90s kid and can relate to any of these!!
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Thai Remix [Dec. 31st, 2005|01:48 am]
[Current Mood | crazy]
[Current Music |Spitalfeild]

(8/18/05..)


Tonight, I hung out with three of the coolest people i'll ever know in my whole life.
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Maybe its just the end of the year thats go me thinking like this.. [Dec. 30th, 2005|02:50 am]
[Current Mood | thoughtful]
[Current Music |The Pink Spiders]

I confess that in 2005 i...

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
(x) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
(idk) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) were involved in something you'll never forget
(x) got sent to the office

OTHER

(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
(x)skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
(xx) visited a foreign country
( ) visited a foreign state
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x ) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
(x) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
( ) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
(x) did (a) drug(s)
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
(x) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(x) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(xatrillon) Enjoyed this year overall
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Hmm.. [Dec. 30th, 2005|02:20 am]
[Current Mood | thoughtful]
[Current Music |The Pink Spiders]

I just fixed all my pictures on myspace and photobucket.
and now i'm very thoughtful;

school
typing my memoir
failing spanish
that maybe fundraiser
the summer
warped tour & shows
getting a job
where i'm living
college
being a PR
chad
things in the past
the new year

its frustrating and worrisome


Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this

Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2005|12:49 am]
[Current Mood | hopeful]
[Current Music |The Pink Spiders]

so oh wow.. the 29th of December all ready.
i've made it through season 1 of The O.C. 5 popcorn bags, 10 bottles of water, and half a case of cookie dough.

i also went to play land today.
which was amazingly fun.
and sad. i still miss my dad.
and my room with my paul frank pillow.
my pictures and my cell phone.
having an easy going life w. out a freak out.

oh well i have until next summer here.
then i can somehow find some reason to be able to go back there again.
i probably wont stay either, find somewhere else to live all summer.

who knows its only almost January
which reminds me
new years is going to be very eventful

Season 2..
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(no subject) [Dec. 24th, 2005|11:32 pm]
[Current Mood |accomplished]
[Current Music |The Pink Spiders]

accomplished number one goal in life tonight
on the eve of christmas
yessss.

this christmas is going down in my book
as the most suck ass christmas ever
i know its going to be so gay

oh well
(number one goal)
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Hmm [Dec. 18th, 2005|05:00 pm]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |Jupitar Sunrise]

Today was pretty good..
Things are turning around..
To turn back around..?
Idk

I found the cutest cat.
i wanna keep her but i can't. :(

Hmm
laundry.
homework.

Aww we name her Princess Sophia.
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2005|01:11 am]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |Melee]

1. whats the banner on your phone say rite now?
it says my aunts a bitch for shuting it off

2. what ringtones are on your phone rite now?
the ones that came with it

3. what did u eat for breakfast this morning?
didn't

4. can u burp on command?
sometimes

5.what are the 2 last songs u listened to?
Ones by Melee & ones by Thrice

6. Do you have a crush on anyone?
haha

7. What's your crushes first name initial?
C

8. whos your favorite comedian?
Hmm.. don't really have a favorite, was Adam sandler a comedian? If not, does Jerry Senifeild count.? LOL wait no hes actually not that funny.

9. what church do you attend?
yea fuck church, and jesus.

10. Name one thing you want for Christmas-
A family

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70 THINGS YOU PROBABLY DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME

1. DO YOU SNORE?
i don't think so

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
"I'll fight for love." said michelle.. aww thats cute i agree.

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Ughh. Wood on the chalk board chalk on the floor SLIVERS IN MY TOES

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
Haha.. yess, but i didn't have thousands of them.

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
Overrated, but addictive.

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
yess

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
i think so

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
Uh, no..

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
White & Grey

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
yess

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no, but i bet its excited and i'll do it one day

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
Trick question

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
somewhere sweet with my lover of course

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
haha yes but only sometimes

15. DO YOU LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC TO LOUD?
yea, if i can.

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
Chut up

17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
i guess so

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
who has ever really tried that?

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
no

21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
i was at one time, and i liked it like that

22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENER?
Neither i don't like wood so i don't like pencils, which means you won't find me sticking one it either

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
i know some fellows who do it, i don't really have a problem with it.
i held a deers heart once.

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
The magic 8 ball says..

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Eh.

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
Nothing i don't think.

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
Like an hour ago

28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
Is Tupac?

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
No

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
stuffed with chesse and bacon

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
idk

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
when?

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
1:20 am

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
yess tonss

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
most of the time

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
couples hours ago

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
shower

38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
he was

39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
yeah.

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
most of the time

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
Paul Frank & Myspace

42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
both

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
can't everyone?

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
no

45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
0.. its only 1:20 lol

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
i guess if your striaght edge, but not really

47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
yess

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
brown..

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
not right now

51. WHO'S BETTER?
Paul Frank

52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no, sometimes i think i am

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
nope

54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
noo

55. HAVE you EVER STOLEN MONEY?
ha. yess.

56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
idk never tried.

58. DO yoU SNORT WHEN yoU LAUGH?
sometimes i do on accident

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
yess

60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
noo..

61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
yea, but they can work out if you try

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
i'm not micheal jackson

63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
of course

64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
YES AND OMG SNOWDAY TODAY!.. lol

65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Burger King

66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
uh huh

67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
that was a cute movie

68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
dumb ones that are pointless

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
yea

70. FAVORITE BAND(s) AT THE MOMENT?
theres so many good ones right now
buut amberpacific blink182 sensesfail brighteyes
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(no subject) [Dec. 14th, 2005|10:51 pm]
[Current Mood | flirty]
[Current Music |Thrice]

Tell me that you wanna stop the war.
Baby, you can't dance if there's no floor.
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i'm a girl thats to sad to give a fuck. [Dec. 11th, 2005|10:08 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

i feel like a suffering horse..
its just better to take me out back and shoot me.



i have been made feel guilty of my feelings.

if your so goddamn nosy and like to snoop so much,
and know everything that's going/gone on,
why haven't you ever done anything about it?
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Silence Has It Complications [Dec. 11th, 2005|04:06 pm]
[Current Mood | aggravated]
[Current Music |Greeley Estates]

I don't know why people feel the need to question what I do.
I don't ask them why they do everything normally the way everyone else does.


If i said I wasn't being myself lately, i'd be lying.
This is exactly how i don't want things to be, its not how I want to live.
It's not who I want to be anymore, ever.
I don't know how much longer I can let this go on for.
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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2005|12:11 am]
[Current Mood | cold]
[Current Music |MoCiSo]

bitches cut us off.

i make good ice sandwiches.

tay aye en da wind.

my toes are cold.

lets move it to a better place, aka the most annoying spot in the world.
now i have to hear annoying bitches die, and have cold ass toes,
and i have to be in the same room as annoying bitches.
best decision ever made i think.

i like it better when you sing to me. :).
its calming, i could hear you for the rest of my life.
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(no subject) [Dec. 9th, 2005|03:45 pm]
[Current Mood | frustrated]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

i hate myself the most when i can't make sense of whats going on.
i try when i don't even want to.
i just stop thinking and talking for myself.
its then when i start pretending to be happy for everyone else.
i just don't know why someone would want to hurt people because a foolish incident.
even though now that you've made up, there are still other people upset and fighting.
it makes me curious as to when lines got so thin, and people stopped noticing them.
i love how things have became so hurtful and how blunt people are towards feelings.
its not one big ordeal like this or something someone said or did every once in awhile,
that makes me like this.
its a million different things that have made me feel like i've lost control of living.



And I want to scream out that it is all nonsense.
And that their lives are one track, and can't they see how it is all pointless?
But then, my knees give under me. My head feels weak and
suddenly it is clear to see that it is not them but me, who has lost my self-identity.
I am a waste of breath, of space, of time.
I have no faith but it is all I want, to be loved and believe in my soul.
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One of the Cuestest Songs Ever [Dec. 7th, 2005|09:38 pm]
[Current Mood | anxious]
[Current Music |Heather Nova/Glow Stars]

Kiss me, Kiss me, under a glow-star sky;
If they're stuck on the ceiling I don't mind.
It's a brittle world but it's soft inside
I'll make the milky way for you, only you
You, only you.

And I will always ride far into the night with you,
And I will take my chances, far into the night with you.

Love me, love me, under a glow-star sky,
It's a galaxy when we get high
And sleep to the junkies' lullabies;
I close my eyes for you, only you
You, only you.

And I will always ride far into the night with you,
And I will take my chances, far into the night with you.

I touch your face, I'm flying over fields,
I touch this moment - it's mine.
I'm an angel, I'm a parasite,
I'm a vessel - I shine.

Kiss me, kiss me under a glow-star sky,
We'll be digging up soil someday, sometime,
So hold me now, hold me tight,
I'll make the milky way for you, only you,
You, only you.

And I will always ride far into the night with you,
And I will take my chances, far into the night with you.


Aww.. :) I Love You.

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Hmm Excited For Staci's, lol.
Baby Shower Tomorrow, yay.
Then Friday basketball game & staying at Shannon's.
Getting up Saturday & going.. SHOPPING.!
Anything after 6 on Sat. IDK.
Maybe someone wants to relax with me.?
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2005|06:27 am]
[Current Mood | aggravated]
[Current Music |Box Car Racer]

I fell down again
But I can't complain
Another false step
Could drive me insane
I only got myself here to blame
So I shake off the seat and I start again
Oh no I said
I wanna go back
But I can't win the shit
And I'm gonna stay on track
Yeah, make a deal like that
I keep my head up
But I never react

I get up
Just to get knocked back down
I sit up
Just to get knocked all around
I wanna say something
But your out of town
I don't wanna have another
Short down
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(no subject) [Dec. 6th, 2005|03:46 pm]
[Current Mood | aggravated]
[Current Music |Regina Spektor]

ugh i'm so busy this week.
i need a fucking job.
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GLC [Dec. 3rd, 2005|11:20 am]
[Current Mood | excited]
[Current Music |Brand New]

Chad just left :(
We've been going out for 3 months today :)

Anyways Staci & I are driving down the the big GLC.
To do some christmas shopping. I'm so very excited!
I can't wait to eat at Johny Rockets. Their food is soo good.

Christmas is in 22 days.
That's not that far away.
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